This is My Journey...

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

*I am born to love her!*

Damn! When can I say this? Or when can someone say this to me? I hope sooner (sigh...).

This was a headline I saw from someone else's profile. And he's a guy. I sometimes can't get help but envy those girls... I think they're so lucky. I encountered a guy who was lost when their relationship was in the rocks. I admire those guys. And I can't believe there are guys like that. Come on, guys don't like so much dramas in their life. They think it will make them less of a man. I had accepted it that's why guys like I've mentioned earlier surprised me. They still exist? Huh?

I was recently heartbroken. Yeah, I can recover so fast but I admit I still love him. I don't know what went wrong. Did I just presume? Is it only me who thinks there was going on between us? I asked him the reason he didn't bother to reply. I can't get guys anymore. I thought they want no pretenses. What do their really want? The submissive type or the fearless woman nowadays?

Hell, I'm a tough woman. I am very independent and I believe I have a strong character. But then I am very much willing to share my life to somebody else and grow with him. I am very far from being a damsel in distress. I love fairy tales but I don't believe in a knight in shining armor anymore. I could take care of myself but sometimes I just wish there's someone out there to pamper me. Isn't it nice to be sweet sometimes? Special moments with the one you love for me is a thing that money can't buy. It's one of those that i'll forever treasure and will always give me a smile if I look back to.

A friend says I was so intimidating. I said, "If a guy don't know how to approach me then he's not for me." He should have the guts. I don't want a guy who's so lame. I am bold and wild and crazy sometimes. I want someone who could tame my heart. Or so as my friend says, of the same wavelength as we are.

One friend says, post my thoughts or 2 cents on threads like love and relationships. I'm too lazy for that. It's not also my thing. I sometimes want attention but I value my privacy too. And besides, it feels like I'm advertising myself. I'm not that depress no! No offense, but it's just really not my thing.

If he comes, he will come. I may not know he might be just around taking his time. Sooner we will cross paths.

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