This is My Journey...

Friday, May 27, 2005

*Ramblings today...*

I am really busy right now but I couldn't help but write my thoughts. I came across a thread regarding why men cheat and one man kept on insisting that aren't we women unfair. Women cheat too. And I must admit he had a point there. To attest to that, his personal experience and one post of a lady admitting she cheated her man. Haha!!! I have so many things in my mind I want to put in here but I don't know how to arrange that into writings. If you want to ask me something about this feel free to ask I'll answer back as soon as I find time.

But first, what's the reason of this woman to cheat? She said, to spite him. To make him feel how painful it is to be cheated. Result? The man was traumatized... don't want to go again into a relationship, according to her. My reaction?... Go gurl!!! Yeah, give them their own doze of medicine.

Then.... I paused for a minute and think again... Can I do that? Cheat? hmmm... (Looks up in the ceiling...) Nah!!! What is that in Taglish? "Di kaya ng powers ko." I'm too kind to do that.

Well, I came to accept that "Men are polygamous by nature." Oh, Uh!!! But it doesn't mean I'll tolerate cheating. If I learned that my guy is cheating... hhhmm... as long as I don't see it w/ my own two chinita eyes.

But what if I accidentaly see them? You know? The ironies of life... Hmmm... I will probably give them a look, a deadly look, then walked away. Then, my guy has to talk to me or else, I will force him to.

That was my stand right now...

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Our personnel collapsed while we were having our morning meeting. I'm concerned with her because she's been nice to me and make sure I'm always comfortable here in Thailand. They said maybe she's pregnant.

When I learned about that I felt happy for her and at the same time envied her. I don't know. I'm suddenly curious about how it is to have a life growing inside of me. Lol!!! I didn't feel that when I learned previously that my friend was pregnant too.

Haha!!! It's just today!!! I still love my situation right now.

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