This is My Journey...

Sunday, June 05, 2005

*My nephew Ryan...*

This morning I was able to talked to him. Finally!!! Oh! My sister Arni made a lot of convincing for him to talk with me over the phone. When asked why didn't he want to talk with me, he said that I should come home for us to talk personally. My sister said my poor nephew just missed me soo much. I feel the same. He's like a son to me. I may adopt him but for sure his parents won't allow that. Hehe...

~ ~ ~

I'm starting to get scared this past few days. One friend begun to show signs that he's interested w/ me and likes to do the deed with me. I'm open w/ them talking about sex and stuff. One time during conversation, he said why not we try to do it. He said it like a joke but hey, you can determine if it has malice. And i'm pretty sure, it has. Another one was when we were in the elevator, he said it might brown-out and we will be stuck in there. I'm... "WHAAAT?" I didn't know where it came. Why will it brown-out when's the weather was perfectly fine? Then, I remembered I told him that i've read in a forum that some's sexual fantasy was doing it in the elevator. My Gosh!!!

He's a friend and a confidante. For a long time, I always keep my distance with them because I'm afraid of things like this to happen. I even refused their offer to move in the same floor with them. I reasoned out that I value my privacy which is partly true.

Well, I made a solution w/ this one and hopefully it will work. Today, while having our lunch I told him a story then I made it clear to him that I don't and will never get myself involve with a married man. That's number one rule. Looks like I made it clear to him. I hope so.

In The Fairyland On|7:48:00 PM| 0 comments

My Journey
If in time you get down
And when you look behind.
And never see me there
Don't think I abandoned you...
I was in front of you...
Clearing the way from the people
Who will try to hurt you.

[ The Fairy ]

Name: Mai
Age: 29
Status:Greg's fiancee'
Location:Philippines
Ethnicity: Asian
Sign: Sagittarius
Occupation: ~ a SLAVE by the day... a chronic DAYDREAMER at night ~
Contact me: smartfearlessgal@aim.com
visit my page at Myspace| sms

[ My Adores ]

traveling - watching movies - SINGING - conversations - surfing the net - reading - cosmetics & accessories - spa - nice smells - architectural designs - interior designs - HTML codes - History - poetry - bags, simple and cute ones - sports like basketball, volleyball, bowling, billiards, swimming, badminton - hangin'-out w/ friends - anything that will enhance myself... physical, emotional, intellectual, spiritual

[ Live With Me ]

[ My Past Wishes ]

*April 2005
*May 2005
*June 2005
*July 2005
*August 2005
*November 2005
*December 2005
*March 2006
*April 2006
*May 2006
*June 2006
*July 2006
*August 2006
*October 2006
*February 2007
*March 2007
*April 2007
*May 2008
*September 2008

[ My Other FairyTale ]
Chasing Mr. Right

[ My Friends]

Sheanne
GreatScott
starrfish