This is My Journey...

Monday, July 31, 2006

*blah!*

the world doesn't care if your heart is bleeding. you have to continue to fake a happy face even if deep inside you know that you are dying.

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

*Have You Been a Mistress???*

I'm not, of course!!!

But have you come close to that idea? have you thought about that?

I'm not giving reason that it's right to be a mistress but all I'm saying is not all other woman are same. There are reason's why it happened, why were they in that situation.

I was once tested on that situation and yes, you got to be strong in your beliefs. It was scary. But it's all up to you girls to give the married guys the green light. After that, i've been more openminded about that issue.

It seems simple, be firm on your beliefs but I am saying too that there is no rule saing it is wrong to fall in love. I am referring REAL LOVE here not LUST.

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

*Have you given it a thought?*

That when u reached a certain age and you haven't found Mr. Right, you will just settle to have a child and not marry at all. That you will just look for a willing donor. Lol! I know not funny but i thought it before.

I told you! I'm weird! :-P

Greg will gonna spank me with this. Sorry, bee. :-P

But really, I thought about it. Like, i was, "I will just get pregnant and raise my child and give him/her my all. Who needs a man?!"

I'm not a man-hater. I haven't just met the "MAN"... at that time.

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

*i feel blah*

just am...

and i'm thinking perhaps i should love myself sometimes...

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Thursday, July 13, 2006

*my day*

so, it was raining so hard since dawn of Wednesday but I still have to go to work. You all knew my traveling time to work. 1 1/2 - 2 hrs. I can't take a leave even if there's a storm, I have a deadline to beat. It rained so hard til night and i decided to work overnight. I was worried i'll be stucked in traffic.

So, I txt my sister and my Dad to inform them I won't go home. I worked til 5 am, had a 2 hrs. sleep. Took breakfast then in a bit, i worked again.

I had lunch at 2 pm. I don't want to eat bcoz it seems that I'm still full but I felt my head ached so I decided to take some. Though i have a lot of things to do, it was all okay because the atmosphere at the office was light.

At 4 pm, I received an unexpected call from my bestfriend Lot whom I haven't spoke for quiet some time. We just exchanged messages from time to time. Even if it was forbidden, I talked to her while working since it looked like it was okay w/ my boss.

But I had to cut it off because of my staff who was crying because she was talking tru phone w/ her Dad in Australia who was apparently ill. It was tough. I am trying to support her bcoz it's a sensitive situation. She's older than me by 7 or 8 years but within the time that I'm in the company, I found a family in my new company. I know I found a friend in them.

Sometimes, I am shy of how they treated me special. I knew I'm the boss but i still want to be treated as equal. In work, I don't want to be called ma'am. I prefer to be called "Ms. Mai"

Well, even if my job is so stressful, it puts a smile on my face to know that they like me, and my managing skills. I am just in my sophomore year as a Manager. I know I still have a long road to take. But it's good that I'm learning... not only from my superior but also from my subordinates.

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Monday, July 03, 2006

*A paycheck with legs*

Yesterday, me and my dad had a little misunderstanding.

Sometimes, I can't helped but cry when it seems like my family's forgetting what i'm doing for them. Sometimes I can't helped but asked why are people become forgetful.

hmmm... No, my family's still the best for me. My Dad and I as usual didn't talked about it. But he knew I was hurt. I didn't care if he heard me cried. I told him what I thought.

It will still not change. I will continue to support my family even if they don't ask.

In The Fairyland On|11:07:00 PM| 0 comments

*It's time!*

for me to share my thoughts again. This time... open up a little bit more.

Just like what I've told before, It's my own opinion. Perhaps, we all know what RESPECT is.

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