This is My Journey...

Sunday, August 13, 2006

*my ultimate dream*

Most of u may probably know my ultimate dream. I want to believe I'm on the right track.

For my career, I'm doing pretty good though sometimes I get frustrated I think I'm slow in achieving what I want. But yep, sorry Jesus, I know I should be thankful. I am thankful so please forgive me. Mmmwah! U know I love you.

But my career is just a part of my dream. I want to have a stable one where I can support my ultimate dream. Yep, to have a WONDERFUL FAMILY of my own. For me, the most rewarding job is to be a good mother and wife.

I remember what my bestfriend told me, she was so afraid specially all the first time that she'll do stuff to her baby. Like changing diapers, taking a bath, feeding milk, etc. She wanted to cry and she's sooo afraid she might hurt her baby. For a while, I paused and thought how will I be. Of course, I did some of that with Ryan. But it's really different if he/she's from your womb. I was kinda scared for a moment but I got excited too of the thought.

Then, to be a wife. I am always hoping to have a partner who's responsible and confident of himself. Not to be intimidated of my so-called achievements that for me is nothing or don't exist.

I am a strong and independent woman but I also want to be taken care of by my man. In office, I am the boss. I give commands, i look for my subordinates. But at home, I want to be the one controlled. Not the "submissive" type you know but I just want my future hubby to be the MAN of the family.

How am i dedicated to work, I am like that to my relationships... to my family, to my friends and to my love. I don't really talk that much. I may talk a lot sometimes but there's more that you don't know of me.

My heart is not that elusive. You should know what buttons to push.

In The Fairyland On|5:14:00 PM| 0 comments

My Journey
If in time you get down
And when you look behind.
And never see me there
Don't think I abandoned you...
I was in front of you...
Clearing the way from the people
Who will try to hurt you.

[ The Fairy ]

Name: Mai
Age: 29
Status:Greg's fiancee'
Location:Philippines
Ethnicity: Asian
Sign: Sagittarius
Occupation: ~ a SLAVE by the day... a chronic DAYDREAMER at night ~
Contact me: smartfearlessgal@aim.com
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[ My Adores ]

traveling - watching movies - SINGING - conversations - surfing the net - reading - cosmetics & accessories - spa - nice smells - architectural designs - interior designs - HTML codes - History - poetry - bags, simple and cute ones - sports like basketball, volleyball, bowling, billiards, swimming, badminton - hangin'-out w/ friends - anything that will enhance myself... physical, emotional, intellectual, spiritual

[ Live With Me ]

[ My Past Wishes ]

*April 2005
*May 2005
*June 2005
*July 2005
*August 2005
*November 2005
*December 2005
*March 2006
*April 2006
*May 2006
*June 2006
*July 2006
*August 2006
*October 2006
*February 2007
*March 2007
*April 2007
*May 2008
*September 2008

[ My Other FairyTale ]
Chasing Mr. Right

[ My Friends]

Sheanne
GreatScott
starrfish